Time has always been my ally. I sometimes battle against the bad timing of my life. But also has good sides. What I chilling this summer, which beat bells in my heart and my eyes do nothing. I can face the cause of my torture, to think without being disturbed. It is past. I never thought I depend on but finally survived many things can you laugh about later, a yellow laughter of course. Time and new meetings have erased the bitterness, but I knew it.
I still believe that when we do more to forget that we really forget. Well, obviously it works by replacing. We forget love for another. I come to this stage where I come back to be happy for him, without hypocrisy. I do not care that the good times in our history, and today I have the joy of no longer desired. I am glad to have the experience, even if the price of some very unpleasant suffering in the present moment.
It is terribly exhilarating to see that the change has managed to come only after a year and a half to turn the confusions that were struck in mind earlier !